Daily Archives: December 9, 2005

I had another birthing dream. It was brief, but good. It was very nice to finally have another one. I’ve been asking for one for about five or six months, since I had the last ones.

I’ve been taking childbirth classes again. On the surface, it seems pretty silly. I know I’m definitely not learning anything I didn’t already know. My purpose in doing it was just to spend more time in the birth center. I realized sometime about a month or so ago that I was getting flat-out terrified every time I went in there for a visit. That can’t work for birth, you can’t have a good birth if you’re panicked.

I’ve been taking childbirth classes again. On the surface, it seems pretty silly. I know I’m definitely not learning anything I didn’t already know. My purpose in doing it was just to spend more time in the birth center. I realized sometime about a month or so ago that I was getting flat-out terrified every time I went in there for a visit. That can’t work for birth, you can’t have a good birth if you’re panicked.