Less than a month until my birthday. And pretty much anytime after my birthday is “legal.” I still can’t wait, but I’ve gone so long now without this seeming “real” to me that now I’m starting to panic a little about not being prepared. That sounds a bit silly, coming from a mother of four already, but remember that we weren’t planning on this one until just a few months before we made it. I have no baby clothes, I have no bottles, I have no pump, I have no newborn diaper covers…all of that got tossed.