Second Thoughts

Yeah, I’ve had a lot of them. I think a lot of it is mostly that I spent the last two years forcibly reconciling myself to the idea of never having any more kids. So now I’m still having trouble getting my mind completely around the thought of another one. I’m sure this will be our last. Definitely. But I’m also looking forward to having a baby one last time. The doubts are there, the worries about how I’ll handle five. But I know it will work out. Infancy should be even easier this time, since I only have one toddler instead of three. It’ll be fun. I’m excited to see what we get.

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